I'm a husband to a very dominant wife, who has cheated regularly over the last 2 years, and as a result of my size and performance problems controlled and deprived me sexually. She has become excited by this, as have I. But despite me catching her in our bed twice, and her admitting to flings with other men as she knows I would never leave her, she will not let me watch or be any part of it.
The jealousy has stirred some new feelings, and I am turned on by trying to feel the excitement she does when cheating, that is worth more than me to her. I want to find a dominant bull type man who likes fucking other mens wives, who would like me to dress in the sexy clothes and underwear my wife wears to meet other men but never for me, and wank/suck him her way while he tells me how much better he would fuck my wife. I am straight, and have never thought of anything like this before so I know it may not make sense to most people but please ask any questions.